Twenty-two years of your life, twenty-two years of unconditional love and support and out of nowhere your dearly be love it says" thank you for all the good and the bad but I'm throwing in the towel!! " WTF ? is the only question that is screaming in your head, what do you? do you fight for what is yours or do you just let go? Who knows the right answer ?! for every individual there is a different choice and many have end-less amount of paths they can choose from, but as for me I stayed and I am going to fight until I can't fight no more.
I know I deserve to be loved and to be wanted, I deserve a smile when I walk in the door and not just a simple "hey your home" every women needs to hear every now and then that they look beautiful all women have the right to be loved and desired, I just ask for the opportunity to have what I used to have the opportunity to be loved and to receive kisses that are full of passion and not full of pity which is what I have been getting lately.
Children are amazing they are resilient and they adapt to everything I want to be like a child I want to bounce back from this and adapt to my new life of a loveless marriage and empty hugs and kisses. I hope that one day I will be loved again until then I made this choice now I have to live with it.
